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[viktorymaker]

Note: Viktor has been dropped from Recollé.
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Viktor Nikiforov

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[katsudonfatale]

[ Please hold while he finishes coughing and catching his breath, wheeze. ]

Viktor!

[viktorymaker]

[ Oh no you don't. ]

There's no way to misinterpret that, right? Or have you changed your mind?

[katsudonfatale]

I'm...

A part of me still can't believe it.

[viktorymaker]

Why not?

[katsudonfatale]

Because you're you? And I'm... me?

[viktorymaker]

. . .

Yuuri, I think you're very unaware of who you are to others.

[ Painfully so. Speaking from personal experience here.]

[katsudonfatale]

I... guess so?

[ Considering the current circumstances, I mean. ]

[viktorymaker]

I'm interested because you're you. But I was half joking when I said you should kiss me-- more than that, I'd like to know what you want.

[katsudonfatale]

You keep asking me that...

[viktorymaker]

[ Spoilers, that's because the alternative has gotten him nowhere. ]

Yes. Is that a problem?

[katsudonfatale]

I just don't know what I'm supposed to answer... there's nothing specific I want.

[viktorymaker]

[ There's a short pause before he speaks. ]

What do you mean?

[katsudonfatale]

Just... that? I'm not expecting you to change the way you treat me or anything of the stort...

[viktorymaker]

[ He's thinking a lot of things right now. Things like but then will anything change at all? and Being myself is what got me boss-zoned the last time and Are you sure you want anything more than what we already have? and I don't understand, all jumbled and not at all clear or easy to discern (?) like they are in this comment.

He just looks at Yuuri, trying to figure out how he should react, or even understand where he's coming from. He enjoys being himself around Yuuri, sure, that's what started this whole thing, but what does that mean coming from Yuuri? Obviously things would be different with them together, right? So isn't he saying that he wants to keep his distance even now...?

It's hard. Please appreciate his stoic face as he tries to work things out inside his head. Yuuri may also take it as an invitation to elaborate. ]

[katsudonfatale]

[ You have so much faith in him, Viktor... ]

Um... Viktor?

[viktorymaker]

Well, I don't want things to continue as before. So something has to change, right?

[katsudonfatale]

Okay...?

What do you think we should change?

[viktorymaker]

[ He looks at Yuuri blankly, then laughs. It's a little forced, but he's doing what he can. ]

I think I'll wait and see.

[katsudonfatale]

... That's not the answer you wanted.

[viktorymaker]

That's fine.

[katsudonfatale]

[ He's honestly having a hard time understanding what Viktor himself wants—has been for a while now, really.

But he wants to do better, so... ]

What... do you dislike about the way things have been so far?

[viktorymaker]

We don't know each other too well despite everything. I thought if I learned what you want, at least from this, that might be a good place to start.

[ Read: I don't think you trust me, and I thought I could change that if you told me what you expect from me. ]

[katsudonfatale]

Oh... is that it?

[ He seems... surprised?! ]

[viktorymaker]

[ His... surprise... is surprising. ]

Yes?

[katsudonfatale]

[ He's not exactly sure what he expected Viktor's answer to be, but it was definitely nothing as simple as that. ]

You just... wants us to get to know each other better?